When I think back to my first year as a literacy specialist, I remember the isolation of living in that in-between place- not quite a teacher anymore, but not an administrator. No longer belonging to a tight team of teachers that you could follow in the beginning. It’s a strange, strange place. So what does a new literacy specialist need from her peers and who in fact are her peers? Our peers are our fellow teachers, the other specialists in the district if they are available, the administration, and the psychologist, sometimes guidance.
This made me snicker when I reread it because I don’t think those folks knew they were my peers, my PLC, my advisors when I gave them that role in my life. I remember being out there in a small room with very little materials, knowing no one, thinking “what now?” I needed a friend, but more, someone to explain how the school worked. At that school, I sought out the principal. After all, she hired me. She was new also. She was figuring it out too. Maybe that made it a good thing, We started meeting weekly and planning. That kind of meeting and sharing became the bedrock of my coaching. Finding out the principal’s vision and translating that to literacy was my goal. I still operate like that.
It’s not enough to understand the principal’s agenda however. A Literacy Specialist also has to understand the teacher’s goals, hopes, and worries. Since no one really wants to just come out with those to a stranger, I just started doing whatever I could to create room for chat. It’s hard to explain that, but I helped organize books; I did a few DRAs; I read books; I found books for lessons. Little by little, teachers started sharing and I started to feel like I was helping. You might have to have a little of that fixer/helper spirit to break through as a literacy coach.
I did not have Jan Miller Burkins’ words that follow when I became a literacy interventionist/ specialist/ coach. At that time, I might have been a trailblazer. I didn’t think about that much. What I thought about was the students…. and their teachers. How were we together going to reach the goals we created and others created for us. How were we as a team going to encourage students to become lifelong learners and lifelong readers? So what did I need? I needed some folks with shared vision; some cheerleaders; some people willing to grade on effort. As you probably can guess, that didn’t always happen. You have to create your own magic.
I didn’t need to ‘fake it until I could make it’ , I just needed to do the hard work. Most of the time, teachers are worried about their students and could use a hand. I just gave it. I didn’t worry too much about credit or being the expert, I just did work. I didn’t always make a great balance. I didn’t always get it right. I didn’t always help as much as I hoped. What helped me then? Sometime it was honesty. Sometimes it was criticism. Sometimes, it was encouragement. Most of the time, it was tenacity.
As with all situations involving other individuals, we can’t really expect them to always give us what we want or even need. They don’t know what that is. We have to let people know in a kind, gentle, forgiving sort of way. When we become open to the idea that it’s all a journey and there are definitely ‘do-overs’, we can plod along. One day, it become second nature. We don’t expect so much and others are willing to give so much more. Some of it is about just not being perfect. Who wants a perfect colleague?
So in the end, what did I need in those first months and years? Time. What’s that old saying? Rome wasn’t built in a day. That’s my coaching mantra. The sun rises tomorrow. We’ll give it another go then.
From Jan Miller Burkins, Coaching for Balance
Defining Our Beliefs About Literacy Coaching
- I believe that coaches should consider teachers as people before they think of them as teachers.
- I believe that the most important element of coaching is relationships.
- I believe that coaches should not take on administrative roles.
- I believe that it is a coach’s job to assume the best of teachers and others with whom they work.
- I believe that coaches should honor confidences.
- I believe that coaches should advocate for teachers with the administration, with the school district, with other teachers, and even with the teacher themselves.
- I believe that coaches should be advocates for themselves so that they can preserve their physical, emotional, and mental resources to serve teachers.
- I believe that coaches should have extensive expertise in the content area in which they coach.
- I believe that programming and instructional choices should be based on research.
- I believe that coaches should support teachers in becoming knowledgeable thinkers and leaders in literacy.
- I believe that coaches and teachers should find joy in their work.
- I believe that any philosophy must be exercised within a spirit of balance.